I hate you and I love you at the same time.

I want to hug you but at the same time I want you to disappear forever.  I want to keep talking to you forever even though it hurts me so much.  I miss you so much it aches inside of me but I know being with you again would never work.  I don’t know what will make me happy at this point.. all I know is that I need to move on and take the lessons i’ve learned and try to be a better person for the future.  Fuck.  

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NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY